After sobbing on the phone with my doctor, I decided I was done. This is too much for anyone, and I'm done.
I got on the phone and started calling doctors and found one that was not only willing to help me, but got me in this afternoon for a full exam. In addition, she gave me her pager number so I can find out tomorrow if the number goes up or down.
There are good people in this world and they don't always get the recognition they deserve. This doctor was an honest to goodness God-send to me; I know that God answered my prayers and that was confirmed when I saw that cross around her neck.
Thank you for your prayers. I know that helped.