After much trying and anxious waiting, we finally found ourselves with a positive. I had been sick, nauseous, and dizzy for at least a week and we knew these were all good signs...until today.
It was a false positive. Yes; we had it confirmed by a doctor. We had a chemical pregnancy where it started and didn't develop. In case you're counting, that's now two of those in a year. Crushed isn't even the right word for how we are feeling right now.
Will try to write later.